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Let the pieces come together. Time is getting short. The experiences I describe come
from various personal adventures. Dream control, meditation, chemical experimentation,
and waking slurs. They have to do with a shifting of perspective or frames of reference,
by which sub atomic particles can be viewed differently. Strong will can manipulate these particles; pushing and pulling them, following their movements through an infinite trail. At this level it is possible to bend these particle movements and create great distortions in space and time. Upon doing this, movement becomes fluid. Time and matter no longer hold you and the great rift is opened. Be not afraid and find purity in that which you call God. Do this with simple needs and love and harmony and because it is deemed it must be so. You shall find comfort there and shall be protected, but beware, the rift is opened. Do not let it engulf you.
I have no religious affiliation or beliefs. I have all spiritual beliefs. Replace my use of God with anything or nothing if you wish. I remember the beginning. I remember leaving my mother's womb. I had no way of interpreting the new sensory inputs of this new world so I only remember it in feelings and blurs of noise and sights. There was a great white and silver light, and I felt great love. I was safe and protected. I was unable to think, because what I was experiencing was so overwhelming, what I saw was God. Its not so easy to stare at God's mind and do anything. All questions are answered. Everything reduced to the fact that it simply was. I don't remember where I was before this. I only remember it was very simple. As I grew these simple things became more complicated: ceremony, traditions, religions, culture, God, uhhhh politics. Everyone and everything trying to tell me what was right, as if in some deep insecurity, they needed to enforce their narrow, stagnant beliefs on others. Tales and traditions passed down for thousands of years, whose meaning is now lost. Only misinterpretations remain. The worship of a hollow shell, whose beauty inside has long since moved on.
Let's be reasonable. Do you think God gives a fuck whether or not we stop at a stop sign, break into song on a crowded city street, smoke a little grass, or buy his products? What the fuck is all this crap anyway? It has little to do with God, I assure you. It has to do with an eternity of greedy people, of want, of need to control. Since the beginning there were those who were afraid, or ashamed to stare naked at the blinding light. They questioned their worth, they questioned their strength. These beings fought to find other ways to fill the void that they had created. They needed symbols to show their greatness. They needed to control others because they became bitter that they had no control themselves. They amassed fortunes and created their own systems to keep this cycle growing. They encouraged and even forced others to follow them, to believe them, to believe in their systems. Because they were afraid, they tried in vain to convince others of their greatness, wealth, and power; to make others see them as that which they were ashamed to even face. This process continues still. Throughout history this system has devoured itself. Time and time again, it attempts to cannibalize itself. The systems appetite is insatiable, because there was nothing there to begin with. This becomes increasingly dangerous as we move into the nuclear era and beyond. Let everything in the world slowly burn away to nothing in your mind and vision, so that you see only life and the conscious. Without all this crap, it is easier to see what is really going on and who is who. Look into the eyes of those you meet. See them as they die, see the newborn child not even within the womb. Are they fragile without their facade? Are they strong enough to span the time?
A SIMPLE FRACTAL OUTLOOK:
Fractals. A self same image, widely known of but possibly misunderstood. A self same pattern exists in mathematical theory, a graphed fractal image will not deviate. Somewhere and somehow, the trail of every piece or reference point within the fractal can be traced. It is predictable and understood, and even unique, in a contradictory sense, at what ever level it is being viewed. But underlying this is the infinite yet finite pattern. Please do not question the contradiction of this statement. Few things are what they seem. What I mean by this is that if you encompass all existence, a pattern forms. If you know this pattern, every answer becomes a predictable feature. Matter and its inter-relations cease to be much of an issue, because you can look at any piece of the giant pattern. In this frame of reference it would appear finite. The trail can be followed both ways. By seeing a piece of a self same image, you can see the whole and any piece within the whole.
A practical example : Shine a laser through a holographic plate. A 3D object becomes clear. Now what would you expect if the plate broke in half? 1/2 the image. But this does not happen. Because of the nature of the pattern, the whole image is retained. Break it again, set it afire, smash it with a hammer. You still get the entire picture. It is always self same. This is true and must be accepted.
At one time earth, fire, water and air were the finite elements. Anything could be described in these terms. Eventually we noticed that there were differences in these things. Oooo the molecule, the atom, protons, neutrons and ahh, the beloved electron. This is Universally accepted and is generally considered adequate knowledge for most people. But why stop here? Continue down the trail. You will find smaller parts; parts that contain time itself as an unseen layer ingrained within the more tangible particles. For practical purposes you could begin to describe time itself. Personally I visualize these things in patterns. A hieroglyphics of sorts; representing particles and connections - pictographs of sub atomic relations. I don't remember if this example is completely accurate.
It was shown to me by a "friend" some twenty two years ago.
Within this great pattern it is important to note that the earth moves the atom and likewise the atom can move the earth. Forget your sense of scale. Be as large as the heavens and travel the trail of the electron. When I look out my eyes sometimes I see the face of God everywhere. Hopefully with this information you understand that every thing is attainable. Every answer is there. I will get into methods I have found useful to learn or travel or create later.
It should become obvious that the world is not quite as it seems. In a way time and matter become transparent. The laws that govern our existence are far different than those that most of us were taught as we grew up, but these laws are not imperceivable. The human mind is not as constrained as most people suspect, and what society deems intellegence is not necessarily a limiting factor. Fuck the IQ. Everyone has the ability to open up parts of the brain that have not been in use and even create new pathways for processing the sensory data that they receive. It is your right and obligation as a conscious entity to do so. The refusal to do this will bring about the death of our species.
All mater is continually in a state of transition. Electrons, including those of our human body revolve about the atom sometimes miles away. Atoms are continuously trading electrons. A great portion of the human body is renewed with new matter every day. We find that we are not rigid bodies. We are more than our daily biochemical changes. We are different matter. We find that If you want to describe us in even terms of matter. we barely exist. The particles in our body have a probability of being there at any specific point in time. Probability is affected by perception. Our world construct is an agreement between us as to how our systems will function. Our bodies are an agreement of perceptions of smaller things. The human beings are built of an agreement or meeting for a brief period of time by other more primal entities. Everyone has a group of thousands of traits - ways of being. These are conscious entities, with direct purpose. They are in a way living organisms. They have gathered together in time and space for a great celebration and from a great sense of purpose to create you. In time the meeting will end and the entities will move on elsewhere and as you see yourself, you will be no more. But you are also the reason that they gathered, and the glue that held them together. In their great dispersion, in your passing, you will go with them, your purpose will not be lost. The reasons for their great meeting will still exist.
When I died, as when I was born, a great white and silver light opened up before me. I was all I had ever been and all that I will be. I travelled as an electron to distant places, helped revolve the earth around the sun, comforted the weary, and gave love to a small child. I effected the very movements of the particles that I once was, as simple then as typing these words is now. Bouncing joyously as a small rod or pixel, entering others and starting reactions, helping them grow. Every moment was silver ecstasy, of love deep deep love. But it was not my time, and I returned to do work, but it is a part of me always. Enhancing my life and the lives of those around me.
METHODS:
Although there are various methods for beginning to reach, understand and experience heightened levels of consciousness, personally and from what I have viewed, dream control is one of the easiest. Other methods such as hypnosis, on any level, use of hallucinogenic plants or chemicals, or meditation have not proved quite as effective for me. Although they certainly enhance the process. I find slight variations in the use of those methods, as far as to what can be done in those realms and why you would approach something that way. I will talk about this later as I understand more and evolve this topic. For now I will explain dream control; a good place for someone new to all this to start.
Dream control consists of focusing while in a dream state, creating a stable fixed reality, and making conscious decisions within that reality. Some things that I have personally found this useful for: Seeing through objects, getting answers, making friends, meeting other conscious beings, teleportation(Difficult), healing, and understanding structured patterns in the universe. The list could go on, because we are now aware of a level in which thought and perception effect the very particles and their movements in our universe.
USEFUL HINTS :
Start by telling yourself every night before you go to bed that you will remember your dreams.
This will heighten your awareness within the dream itself. In your dream, realize that you are dreaming.
Once you consistently remember your dreams and are aware of when you're dreaming, choose something to focus on. Carlos Castaneda, for example, recommends trying to focus on your hands in your dream. Anything will do. "Wow, I am dreaming. Let me look at my hands" This initial step can take anyone from two or three days to two or three years. From what I have heard, usually a couple months. When you have the ability to focus on your hands, you must then freeze the dream scene. Quickly look at your environment within the dream, then back to the hands. Don't look at anything too long or you will loose focus. This prevents the dream scape from deteriorating - similar to an intense hallucinogen experience. When one ceases to fixate on an object it will no longer dissolve into something else. Practice this until you can create a stable scenery for long periods of time.
You are now in a dream, aware that you are dreaming, and able to create a stable and unchanging environment to explore. At this stage you will start to notice other creatures within the dream, This will initially be very frightening and you will often awake in sweats, not able to distinguish these entities from reality. Probably because you will later find there is no difference, and they do in fact exist. This is one of the most difficult stages. I myself discontinued practice for a year out of fear. You will feel as if, and in a sense you are, a newborn. Your very life is on the line. You are very vulnerable. While getting over this, use the time to explore your world. Try flying around. Talking to people. One of my favorites is" Hey pst, snap out of it. Did ya know that you are dreaming." You can get interesting responses if you are persistent. Try changing your dream scape. You will start to notice familiar worlds and dreamscapes that reoccur and work in predictable ways. Most importantly, always remain conscious and in control.
The faces of fathers long since gone flash around me,
Crazed smiles of innocence and purity,
Primal naked dance of bearded men,
Gleaming white smiles and starry eyed,
They beckon me and accept me,
To join them in their dance.
The timid trod of awkward foot and fear which holds it back,
The crystal glint of colored souls.
We dance upon the river and watch the canyon walls.
The sparrows flight and laughter,
filling all our ears.
The sights and sounds inside a dream,
while waking all these years.
Waiting sages, patient cross legged Indian man and wild souls,
Sweat by fire and smoke, for they know the time will come,
And only waiting must be done.
Slow movement of the finger,
Gesture, smile, he'll catch your eye, without moving,
Pass the smile,
There are two of him, his own best friend,
Guards the He's and You's the while.
Never Speaking, mental Whisper,
Pass onto YOU the child.
Ingrained in words, the hidden verse,
Which tells of all in time.
Alst the while you shake your head and grit your teeth, Denial.
The meeting has healed me.
Blessed visit of the saints with souls older than time.
Their souls outstretch all time.
The constant drum the beat of one,
transcending transcended time.
The pain is gone, Thy will be done.
Wake tomorrow with the sun.
Another day their gift has spawned,
renewed past rising sun.
Trod on through paths and shafts of light,
Until you count the one.
The raging dance of lasting souls move ever to the slower.
while raging on two times in one,
and covering more ground.
Whilst many you's and many he's wrangle in the mind,
The boundless souls of ancient ones,
Watch the you's and he's the while.
To broad to worry much about a simple span like time.
Making dream reality? Once you become fluid in the dream bring it to reality. Begin dreaming that you are in the exact time and place that you happen to be. This takes some practice. It took me three months, but I have heard it can take years. A good way to do this is catch yourself as you fall asleep, stop the process. You will find yourself lying in bed awake, paralyzed. Massive hallucinations, both visual and acoustic will occur, and you will be deathly afraid. You will feel things touching you body and moving through you. It will take some time to overcome this fear and actually leave the body. Being paralyzed in this state, you will have to find alternative ways of moving. Project yourself outwards by relying on an energy just below your abdomen. Mentally will yourself to the ceiling for instance. Look down at yourself sleeping. Sometimes you will have both perspectives at once. I don't know why, But DO NOT USE ONE BODY TO WAKE THE OTHER. I am not joking about the importance of this, I have been told it is very bad and probably deadly. I must again stress the importance of this.
You are now split in two, floating around your room. You can travel at will now. I like going through walls, for example; seeing the intricate structure that holds it together. This is often as far as I go but on occasion I will travel other places and by sheer will power force myself awake in my new location - teleportation. You will in waking reality, as if it matters too much now, be physically in your desired new location. Although I have not yet tried this it is also possible to travel great distances and talk to people, as you talk to a friend, face to face. Although I have not necessarily had the need or desire to do this yet. It follows directly what I have explained to this point.
It is important to not let this world consume you. Keep a slight check and balance going. Some of these practices can be very destabilizing as your awareness matures. Take care of yourself. It is most important to realize that we are here for our life and the lives of others. Although these awareness make you as strong as a redwood and consistent through a great mass of time, it also makes you as fragile as a small flower. We are all just human beings, with simple needs and dreams. Sometimes I see death in every face I see, and the newborn child not even yet within the womb; but mostly I just want a friend, or someone to hold me. Be kind - there are people dying out there. FINALLY NEW MAT>>>
:-) LOVE FROM THE GODFATHER